Sick

I feel so sick at the moment. I spent the past week of the holidays in Sydney at the National school of art doing a life drawing course. It was really helpful, and I've learnt lots, but it's not really the kind of art I'm interested in doing. Being home feels weird and since being home things haven't been going so well. Straight away I was confronted with the worst kind of people on public transport. Obviously I know racism is a major issue and still unfortunately common, but I've never really witnessed such malicious and direct attacks on someone because of their race. I'm not much fun to be around at the moment and don't feel like doing much. I'm going to keep watching secret diary of a call girl and resist the urge to spend all my money on nice underwear.